In 2017 i will be turning 26, now i know in reality its not old and that I'm still very young and have my whole life ahead of me but to me it feels old. I'm not ready to be 26 and if I'm being honest I'm not where i thought i would be at 26.
I'm a mum of two amazing kids, i have a wonderful partner who I'm incredibly thankful for. I have a job that i enjoy and as of next month i will also be a Uni student. i have a great life and I'm not complaining about it at all, I'm blessed for all the things i have.
But i know i can't be the only one who looks at their life and feels like i should have accomplished more, or maybe that there is more i should be doing.
I guess I'm writing this post so that in a few months when i have a million things going on i can look back and laugh at myself for being such a goose. Because life is about to get a lot busier for me, not only do i have all the things mentioned above going on but my oldest child is about to start school for the first time *cries* and we have a big life change also happening in April.
Not being where i thought i would be at 26 isn't necessarily a bad thing though is it? Who really knows where life is going to take us? In 2016 my life completely did a 180 and i had to learn to be a different person from the person i had spent most of my life being.
I think that life has a funny way of knowing what we need even if it seems hard or horrible or perfect at the time it gives us what we need to be the person we are and who we will become.
I'm going to end this incredibly cliche post about life by saying to my future self when i read this back:
Your incredibly lucky and every challenge you have faced until this point you have made it through.You are doing a good job, stop comparing yourself to other people.
Just Do YOU
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